erm... this song here titled "I don't want to know" by Mario Winans... top the char tof the Perfect 10 Top 20 countdown... not bad... but quite a sad song...
Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

[chorus]
I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're playin' now
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know

I think about it when I hold you
And lookin' in your eyes I can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby, keep it to yourself

[chorus]
I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're playin' now
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know

Thought you're better then me
Watched you fall asleep
Say you walk away
Don't talk to me
Ooh don't tell me
Better off that way
All that I can say
Stay away from me

<P.Diddy>
I don't even know where your
Whereabouts are
how you movin
I know when you in the house
When you cruisin'
This is provin'
My love you abusin'
I cant understand how a man
Got you choosin
Undecided
I came and provided
My undivided
You came and denied it
Don't even try it
I know when you lyin'
Don't even do that
I know why you cryin'
Im not applyin' no pressure
Just want to let you know
That I don't wan to let you go
And I don't want to let you leave
Cant say I didn't let you breath
Gave you extra cheese
Put you in the SUV
You wanted ice
So I made you freeze
Made you hot
Like the western beats
Last time you invest in me
Cuz if not then its best you leave
holla

[chorus]
I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're playin' now
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're playin' now
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know
If you're playin' me
Keep it on the low
Cuz my heart cant take it anymore
And if you're playin' now
Please don't let it show
Oooh baby, I don't want to know

the stupid hols r so boring... wanna go out and play but no time... got the stupid hw all over my timetable... so sian... buden gonna take some time out to watch soccer wif yu xiang aneway... lee keat got a total twist of fate man... haha... got sore eyes first then now got maths tution oso... to add on wif his chinese tution... haha... feel sorrie for him aneway... haix... been thinkin of her everydae... but i hope it will last...forever...

haix... the hols are coming again... funny i dun feel the usual excitement at all mb is becoz of the tonnes f hols homework sitting on my desk waiting for me to scribble the answers on them or something else... buden the hols oso mean that sec 2/5 has only six more months together b4 they split... i hate to think tt it is gg to happen but it cant be help... aneway thanks for all the advice u ppl give me...

haix... tis few daes same old things lorx... go sch, come back, play and sleep... sian man... buden the hols hw coming liaox... tis is gonna b bad... hols the plan gg get disrupted by these lorx... did lots of thinking tis few daes lorx... or should i sae almost every dae... i realli dunno wat to do... wanna ask for another chance buden dunno why cant the courage to lorx... or i am afraid she might sae no... still searching and waiting...

jus hope tt wat u(zOe) say will come through lah... i realli dunno whether the decision i made tt time was rite... should never hv let her go... i regrettin it now... but she mb happier tis way... i dunno... i realli wan to treat her good and start all over again... if the chance is given.... i realli hope she will...

todae jus another dae lah.. slackin around the whole dae... play tis play tt... nth much to do... tmr going to watch soccer again... All-star match lah... looking forward to it aneway... hahax...

i have never forgotten those daes actually... buden dunno y it is so overwhelmin this few daes... although i have told her to forget everything i told her... i cannot bear to forget her... i wish to b given another chance... but do i derseved it?... i dunno... i dun wan to hate anebody anemore... jus wan her to b happie... tt is enough... no matter i get to share wif her, her happiness or not... but if the clock can go backwards... i will sure b glad...

haha... ytd went to watch soccer match wif yu xiang... nt as nice as the last one though... the winning goal din came till the last minutes of the game... we were lyk crowding around the field when suddenly... the goal went into the net... i was jumpin lyk crazy... thank god i din pay to watch a goaless draw... the maths paper was ok lah... aneway exams over... so time to enjoy... well maybe nt lahx... 'post-exams' problems are yet to come lorx... dun wan to noe my results... but tt wont happen aneway... hahax... so sianx... nth to do lehx... feel lyk kicking a ball buden yu xiang's eye swollen then cannot play liaox...

so bored lehx... jus read finished the outsiders...surprised?... i dun really read books...nvr i had dun need to...buden find the book very interesting...after reading liaox...i realise that there is no eternity enemy...hate brings u nowhere....ermx...a hard wall mb?... so i hv decided nt to hate anymore...ermx...for a start i will try to... 1 more paper to total freedom... so great... thursdae gg watch soccer again wif yu xiang...mb lee keat...so nice to watch soccer match wif yu xiang lorx...alwayx shout so loud and curse the referee onex... i oso learn then alwayx shout here and shout there... haix... but tt is two daes later lorx... after the maths paper 1 leh... wanna catch a movie during the hols buden wanna save money oso.... stuck in the middle.... sports cap got duty during the hols... hols so short then mus come sch for tis and come sch for tt.... later end up everdae can sch.... no more hols.... getting short of things to write... nth else to sae...

ermz... hi ppl todae my first dae bloggin... wat is so significant... i oso dunno... it juz become another place i can dump my crap feelingx to... who the hell is coming to read my blog in the first place manx... write for myself to read lahx... tok abt my current life lah... in exams period lehx... still got one more paper to go... buden wat is the point man when i noe all my papers b4 tt is all mess up... i gotto die... hiax... actually i oso dun care i lahx... what is the point of gettin first in tis class, when there is still the school,the country,the continent,the world, the Earth,the whole universe for u to beat... c'mon man... i am sick of doin all the work, the examx liaox... it would nt happen again tis yr... i gonna fail all my subjects... hahax... face the fact that i hv being alwayx the last few in class in my upper primary sch daes... buden i am happier than wat i am now... i hv being asking myself tis... will all these studying make us better humans or led us a slow painful way to the cruel society eventually to jus to get hold of a future? nvm... we r all trap in tis world... tt's why my blog is call tis... aneway for extra info... hahax...